Simple Complexity

Sometimes I would just love to know what God is doing lol. If you're a believer who can't relate then just give it a while ;)

Earlier I kind of said to God "you've got plans for me, so like what are they?". He reminded me that "I know the plans I have for you, not you know the plans I have for you" LOL God's got a sense of humour you know! Basically, on Friday I was told, by one of the lecturers, that I might be able to finish half of Business Computing this year and do the other half next year and then go back full time for the last two years as opposed to dropping out and starting again next year from scratch on the correct course. Sound's good doesn't it? Well today I checked and it's not possible lol *sigh*. However, I am now told that I can do Business Computing in the second and third years and just finish this year as a computing programme instead of Computer Science... So I must choose between interrupting my studies and taking a year longer to complete my degree or doing INCREDIBLE amounts of work to catch up as I've been skipping lectures and coursework for months believing that I would have to do them again. There's a lesson there, do everything with excellence, no matter if it seems pointless or if anyone is there to see your excellence just do it unto God.

The wickedest ting is that the Lord was slyly telling me to be diligent and roll out of bed, even though it seemed as if I didn't have to, but I just played it down and tried to ignore it / act as if it wasn't so. I can be a bit of a mug sometimes. *BBM hand over face emote*

Anyway I'm unsure of what to do at this stage but it will all work out in the end no doubt. God's will be done man! I'd love to do some ministerial type things and go and visit a few of my Uni dons as well as get a car and stuff but as my brother once said to me "Jon, there's a good idea and then there's a God idea".

Ahh the simple complexity of this mortal life...